¿Que es la envidia?
“La envidia” in spanish, or else you can say envy, jealous, etc. This is not the first time I felt this. But just like always, I would found out the reason why not to–but in the very end of time–which I hope would come earlier so I don’t have to felt that way.
La envidia es una forma de demostrar admiracion por otro.
(Envy is a way to show admiration for another)
See, maybe actually I admire this person, but in the other form that a little disturbs me. I won’t say more about this matters. But this post usually become my outer space to release whatever I hold inside myself.
Dear Allah, please reinforced me.. Pull me back from the other-ugly-version of myself that I don’t wanna become to..