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Lonely.

Postingan ke-3 di hari yg sama. (Ya meskipun yg pertama & kedua gk bs dihitung jg krn cm introduction and testing dari BB..hehe..

Lonely.

Apa iya separah itu yang saya rasakan? Saya pny banyak teman di sekitar saya (bbrp besties aja sih, dri temen SMA, temen kuliah, & temen kos–itupun di Surabaya & cm bs ketemu weekend), teman2 kantor yg sangat baik (fyi pria semua, krn saya bekerja di site di Remote Area, and believe me, hanya 2 wanita disini, saya & ibu Rini, office girl yang susah jg disebut sbg teman karena kita bekerja di bidang masing2,,ibu Rini di belakang di pantry, saya di depan di ruangan saya sendiri), dan saya punya mama & Nita yang amat mencintai saya.. Dimanakah papa? Yupp, he’s already passed away almost 4 years ago. but still, he’s always on my mind.

Pacar dimana? Hufftttt..please don’t ask me such thing. I’m happy enough to be myself as a single and (very?) happy person. Life’s hard actually. Setiap hari saya harus menempuh jarak kurang lebih 30 km one way. Jadi dlm sehari saya menempuh jarak sekitar 60 km dari kosan ke kantor. But it’s okay lah,,when I arrive at the office, it’s all worth to do. They just love me here–apalagi krn saya satu2ny perempuan mungkin yaa..

But when I get back to this word: Lonely. Yes I do felt it sometimes.

Ingin rasanya ada seseorang yang standby,

just to receive my text and reply it back so I know he’s always there for me.

just to pick up my phone and hear my toughts so I can hear his voice, too.

just to be the one to chat with via YM or BBM or Twitt so I know that I’m not alone.

but the fact is, I don’t have one.


Okay, I’m fine with that. I’m not gonna continue because it will makes me looks like a desperate person while I’m not.

The last words as my respond to my own writing this time:

I’ll patiently waiting for the one that makes me forget i ever wrote this “Lonely” post.

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  1. February 18, 2010 at 1:41 pm

    you wiLL, dear. someday..
    great person, just Like us, deserve the best. aLL that we can do is, be patient🙂

  2. February 19, 2010 at 12:55 am

    Amin,hunny..
    Yupp..we deserve the best..just save the best for last, right? Got it..🙂

  3. soulless
    August 15, 2011 at 4:34 pm

    tanapa feeelin lonely, kita ga akan pernah tau apa rasanya together mbakyu..

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